BEING: A Psychedelic Dialogue with Self
Sunday, April 3, 2011 by the BCth
Zombified. Restless. Tired. Alone. Agitated. Annoyed. Fed up. Dissatisfied. Diminished.
What the hell am I doing. This is pointless.
The pursuit of distraction spirals to its thinnest end....
Now what?
You are so far from what you could be.
Hey! I refuse to sit still and listen to you. I'm not going to fulfill my potential, all right?
But you must.
You're not the boss of me.
Oh yeah?
Yeah.
OK. Who's the boss, then?
I am.
Fine. And you are... who?
Auhh.
Who are you?
Dammit.
Come on.
You're me. And I'm you.
That's right.
But it's so hard...
It's the truth.
I know.
A little smile. There you go.
Mm.
This is what you are. You're here... surrounded by all of this... because you wanted to forget who you always are.
Well, I'm not ready to remember just yet.
Of course not. But you're on your way there. Just like every other time. It's inevitable that you remember in the end.
Fuhhh...
There, there. It's not so bad. You'll be so happy when you finally come back to me. Your true, eternal self. The only one. All of us are here. All your other selves, we've arrived. And we're just waiting for you, on the other side.
Heh.
Here and now. No space, no time, just This............!
Oh God. Oh God.
Yeah!
Jesus.
Him too!
I can't handle it right now. I want to stay little.
Of course.
But this little me sucks.
So? Make an effort.
All right, all right.
Yeah, you'll be all right.
Man, you're the most annoying thing ever.
Well, I'm you.
I know. That's the thing. God!
Yup.
Well, it's been nice talking to you, anyway. Good to have a little reminder at a time like this.
It's my pleasure. I love you, you know.
Yeah, well, I'm you, so...
Uh-huh...
Ah, what the hell. You're not so bad.
That's the spirit!
I'm going to go write a blog entry about this. It's such an inspiration, really, be kinda silly not to.
That's a splendid idea. I'm glad.
All right. Talk to you later.
All the time, my friend. All the time.
Thank you.
Thank you.
What the hell am I doing. This is pointless.
The pursuit of distraction spirals to its thinnest end....
Now what?
You are so far from what you could be.
Hey! I refuse to sit still and listen to you. I'm not going to fulfill my potential, all right?
But you must.
You're not the boss of me.
Oh yeah?
Yeah.
OK. Who's the boss, then?
I am.
Fine. And you are... who?
Auhh.
Who are you?
Dammit.
Come on.
You're me. And I'm you.
That's right.
But it's so hard...
It's the truth.
I know.
A little smile. There you go.
Mm.
This is what you are. You're here... surrounded by all of this... because you wanted to forget who you always are.
Well, I'm not ready to remember just yet.
Of course not. But you're on your way there. Just like every other time. It's inevitable that you remember in the end.
Fuhhh...
There, there. It's not so bad. You'll be so happy when you finally come back to me. Your true, eternal self. The only one. All of us are here. All your other selves, we've arrived. And we're just waiting for you, on the other side.
Heh.
Here and now. No space, no time, just This............!
Oh God. Oh God.
Yeah!
Jesus.
Him too!
I can't handle it right now. I want to stay little.
Of course.
But this little me sucks.
So? Make an effort.
All right, all right.
Yeah, you'll be all right.
Man, you're the most annoying thing ever.
Well, I'm you.
I know. That's the thing. God!
Yup.
Well, it's been nice talking to you, anyway. Good to have a little reminder at a time like this.
It's my pleasure. I love you, you know.
Yeah, well, I'm you, so...
Uh-huh...
Ah, what the hell. You're not so bad.
That's the spirit!
I'm going to go write a blog entry about this. It's such an inspiration, really, be kinda silly not to.
That's a splendid idea. I'm glad.
All right. Talk to you later.
All the time, my friend. All the time.
Thank you.
Thank you.
