tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6287723589430614523.post8796330391358821342..comments2023-04-11T18:06:18.528+03:00Comments on Limits of an Infinite Self: The canine lyricist: doG of warthe BCthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13608185584714061872noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6287723589430614523.post-39609218804727640902009-11-07T20:33:05.056+02:002009-11-07T20:33:05.056+02:00Thank you for your thoughtful comment, sir. You el...Thank you for your thoughtful comment, sir. You elucidate much truth. I hope you will forgive me if I do not have more to say at this time.<br /><br />I am going through some of the worst depression I've ever had, right up there with the time I saw past light and dark and all existence, into pure meaningless chaos and nothingness, in the most real and soul-crushing way. I cursed God and the universe for several uninterrupted hours and ended up on the top of a ski jump at midnight with some very self-destructive intentions. Luckily, universe intervened and sent a young romantic couple there ahead of me. So instead of leaping, I commented on the stars and the view and found that my will to end it all had quietly left me. It still took me several weeks to get back to normal after that.<br /><br />This time I am dealing with darkness, pure and simple. Powerlessness and despair and self-loathing like a sticky, toxic ball of tar in the pit of my stomach. No hope of even seeing a psychiatrist for "an estimated 1-6 months;" that's the waitlist here. Useless fucking government hellth care.<br /><br />I know this is merely a phase and that, one way or another, I will pull through and possibly come out stronger on the other side. But for now, this black hole is all I know.the BCthhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13608185584714061872noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6287723589430614523.post-10927350178446146262009-11-07T01:28:06.316+02:002009-11-07T01:28:06.316+02:00Namaste, I have been enjoying your fine blogs and ...Namaste, I have been enjoying your fine blogs and look forward to your future work. Regarding this blog I was intrigued to see you identify our world at war. Very few people perceive the fact that we are at war. Much like slavery; if you ask people if slavery is alive in todays world most would say no. Slavery and war have never left our world, instead these wolves of life have transformed their apparel. Open slavery has been replaced by national debt which is carried on the back of the middle class. How can we say slavery is abolished when we are forced to give back over 50% of our income to taxation offered up in multiple guises? How can we consider ourselves free when our minds are being programmed whilst our food, air and water is deliberately posioned? <br />Regarding the gears of war, ask anyone if WWIII is being waged today almost everyone would say no. Again herein lies a wolf in the sheeps clothing, war today is being waged against the individual not the nation. Bullets and bombs are replaced by HAARP, chemtrails, aspartame, flouride and many other " soft kill " attacks on all peoples of the world. How can anyone say there is not a full scale war being waged when the WHO cronies openly admit to a " family planning " strategy which is designed to reduce the world population by over 85%. Our physical and neurological integrity has been, and is being, attacked far beyond the scope of what almost anyone would ever believe. <br />With that said it is important to maintain balance by seeing beyond illusion. When I say this I suggest that death, birth, physical matter, good/bad, right/wrong, time, space, separation, duality and countless other illusions must be challenged and overcome. By example, when we see death as the illusion it is we are able to maintain balance when others loose their head. Maintaining grace in the realm of maya is truly a wonderful accomplishment. <br />Being able to grasp the necessity of darkness allows us to relish and value the light which inevitably comes to the clear thinker. We benefit from finding syncronicity and God self in every manifest and unmanifest moment of NOW. Peace comes to the man who truly can embrace unconditional love. Simple and apt words are uttered from the mouth of my favorite fictional character Jesus Christ.<br />" Love thy enemy as you love thyself ". When we accept the ONE as God personified we are then prepared to accept all that the ONE reflects. Understanding there is no bad, no wrong will allow for the release of the desire for retribution. <br /><br />We can never slap the wrist of the child who touches the hot stove. <br /><br />In order to obtain peace and balance one MUST find in their heart a way to eliminate judgement completely. Let us search our heart for all that is not love. Define that which is not love as fear, then transmute fear into love. Our world is dualistic in nature, this dichotomy is based not in fact but in illusion. <br /><br />Namaste, my brother, fear to love will yield peace.christopherdossantos3@gmail.comhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16333197295906640548noreply@blogger.com